I first met him when I worked in Insurance, I fallen in love with his character, he is a kind man,wise, patient, generous and etc..He told me that he was single..someday he asked me did u have a bf..? at that time I told him I didn't want to have a bf..I want to work.
I was so surprised when he told me that he wanted to get marrried..coz He told me that he didn't have gf..He told me that his mother want he marry to his mother choice. I went to his party with my friend..my heart hurt at that time, I think he was born in a world is not for me. I have tried to forget him..I didn't know that he also loved me. at the last I met him after he got married..
I regarded him like my brother. He told me actually he didn't love his wife and his wife has affair with his friend..but I ddin't know if he lied with me or not, he and I have the same religion. I know that he didn't want to divorce with his wife..I support him..he knows that I love him but I think he pretends doesn't know.. until 0ne years ago he just called me, what a surprised thing I don't know what should I do...
I'm not convinced if he really care about me or not. recently he never called me... two days ago he called me only said how were u ? I pretended..I didn't recognize him..I didn't know if he hurt or not but I think I had to do it.. I have tried to forget him, actually I hate him why he want to disturb my life..he has own life as I have..he asked may I call u ? I think this is a stupid question. I don't want to answer his question, I told him ask to yourself..I didn't have his phone number...
I want him to erase my phone number too. I ask to my self, Am I selfish ? sometime I'm pity to him I never asked about her life, how is his relationship with his wife ? but it's reasonable if I don't ask his life. coz he has a wife and I mustn't to disturb his household. but I have promised with my self, someday If he calls me I will tell him not call me again..forget about me. I think this is the best way for me and him.
Wish I can do all..
Rgds Crysta
2 comments:
C'mon crysta, you should get your ass back into reality. He's already married. period. Though, you don't have to erase any memories that you have together; include his phone number. It would be useless.
What is useful for you is to find another guy who is really fits you, the one who is available for you, love you, and reliable.
I'm sure that you'll find him, someday, somehow.
Just keep the faith! take care
I'll try to forget him, I know that it's impossible..
but If I don't erase his phone number I'll remember him continuing..
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